09.30.24 ☾ 11:58pm ☆ hello welcome back into existance

10.01.24 ☾ 11:21 am ☆ i can't im going to fucking crash out. this fat white bitch wont stop chewing ice loud as fuck out of her stanley. she's been going at it all class. since i sat down i started hearing fucking chomp chomp chomp chomp. like ENOUGGGHHHH i fucking can't like im going to crash out.
in my peripheral vision i could see her reaching for her ugly stanley cup and then fucking gobbling down ice. like i understand... eating ice is good. 0 calories and anemia what not. but in class ???? the entire lecture....... you're a disgrace. like she chewed the entire cup of ice. and even when there was no ice left in the cup, she would still pick up the damn cup to try and get any last bit out. like holy shit did someone starve you.... do we call bella hadid.... why are you so desperate for ice.
i am a nice person, chewing noises just upset me

10.21.24 ☾ 1:47am ☆ welcome me back into this space. i am so happy. i am geeking. i am geeking so hard. it is cold, it will be chilly for the next day, perhaps.. that was our fall, next it will be 90 degrees and then it will be 30 degrees.
i am laying in josh's sex couch. where he does not have sex he ran to his pc after he saw his friends get on valorant. this def not a sex couch. yes i am hating. "youre such a hater, ur just hating to hate" yes i am. i am feeling evil tonight. i couldn't find my pain medicine in time and i started crying so now it is everyone's problem

10.22.24 ☾ 2:34am ☆ national nut day, what a glorious holiday.. i will celebrate this holiday by getting severely drunk. it is simply what i must do. we have a bottle of pinot, and we will be eating some kind of fuck ass meal with it. & it will taste awful but i will be having 7 bottles.
i fear i look like a femcel. i looked in the mirror after i have been hunched over trying to figure out how to make stars appear on this stupid fucking website for 2 hours and i look.. like an incel. i look like a run a memepage. i think i should start a memepage. take us out the hood fr "you look like you would run a meme page" - bronze 3 player

cta icon cat icon cat icon this is evrything that runs through my head again. soon enough i will have my entire streamline of thoughts on here and i can shoot myself in the head i am so EXITED

2:49am ☆ this is the merthodsim gona cum

10.22.24 ☾ 10:38 ☆sexy che guevera... i feel like it is a good halloween costume but i dont know if people will get it. if im just sexy communist then im every other bitch. sexy che is so much funnier. but i need a beret, i need to borrow a coat from my dad

11.06.24 ☾ 1:46 am ☆ my knuckles are wrapped in gauze and my thigh has makeshift bandages plastered on it. it is that time of the year again. trump just won. i am reading josh's essay to see what im up against. will report back to see if i am fucked.

1:53 am ☾ we are so fucked.

2:31 am ☾ i refuse to watch rick and morty. future me, if u watched rick and morty. u killed a puppy somewhere in the world, a puppy dropped dead because of you. i think i should seperate my writings, somewhere. or compile them. but i am so lazy.